It's happening to me once again
I don't know just who I am
These thoughts I feel but cannot see
They're all trapped up inside of me
Insecure, I don't know
I'm not quite sure just how to go
Friends I have and always will
But yet inside I still feel ill
A wonderful life ahead of me
I just wish I could believe
I end this now, no more aware
My feelings I must continue to bear

September 27, 1990