The pain that flows from deep inside
Is a pain I've never known
I don't know how so many thoughts
Could tear apart the soul
I wish the pain would come to an end
And bother me no more
He has expressed his feelings to me
They're feelings no one else can see
Why can't everyone live happily
And enjoy each other's company
Conflicting traits always collide
And that is what they have done
Deep inside his heart
So what am I to do
I love both

April 6, 1990